rain drops.

current mood : emo-lish.
still waiting for his reply,
cum email add. ):
maybe he have decided to go back on his words?
or is he really not free?
jiahui, you're really so dumb to like someone you dont even know.
however, whenever i see him,
i feel as if i've known him for a very long time.
its as if we are friends for a very long time.
strange isnt it?
his voice truely captivates my soul,
and the smile on his face melts my heart.
i feel so pathetic.
why am i even feeling this way.
i cant explain or understand either.
i just feel so useless.
why am i even liking someone who is across the globe,
and might be even attached right now.
and even if his single,
it doesnt means i'll stand a chance as well.
my whole mind is filled with his voice and images,
god.
im drowning.


2.44pm.

i know ppl will think im mad when i say this,
but yes,
i know what this feeling is.
thus, im not giving up.
for the last few minutes,
i thought i was dumb,
liking someone far far away.
but hey,
now he at least knows of my existance.
and so,
im not giving up.
im not giving up tills my hearts allows me to.
so what if it sounds dumb?
i know my friends will be thinking otherwise,
but yeah. not giving up.

' i know everything changes.
all the cities and faces.
but i know how i feel about you now.

there's a mountain between us.
but there's one thing im sure of.
that i know how i feel about you.

and there's no moving on.
cause i know you're the one.
and i cant be without you now. '

so yeah,
it have took me a long time to forget ex.
so now for anthony,
im not gonna give up.
ppl sacrifice tons of things for their goals, their dreams.
and im doing it for love,
he might not like me.
but im already contented that me knows there's someone called jiahui on earth.
im gonna wait for his repll no matter what.
and no matter what my friends say,
im not gona let so.
cos i've never felt this way before.
a feeling that makes me go crazy.
i know everything sounds insane,
and even creepy to some extend.
but im not giving up.
and no,
im not a stalker. -.-

loves.