complain time.

wah, i really damn not happy now.
must let my steam out.

you can left now cos its a long way down there,

why cant i go overseaes with you?
you said i scored poorly,
and i shouldnt have the FACE to ask you all these.
what the fuck luh.
score poor, so?
aint i still a human being.
or at the very least,
aint i still your daughter?
meet the parents session,
tell mrs wong i'm the most ' lan' among the simblings,
what fuck,
thanks uh.
if i can really study and scoe well,
you think i dont want meh?
you think i want to the worst meh?
if i can score even better,
you think i dont want meh?
but you really think i can meh?
ppl out there stop saying im smart.
cos im NOT.
im only good at talking,
not studying.
there's a fine line between those 2 okay.
its you ppl who give my mum false hopes.
yeah, i said i love my mum,
but that doesnt means i cant blog about her,
and saying all these doesnt mean i dont love her okay,
tyvm,

405/700.
i think not bad le what.
how much do you want me to get?
500 plus?
do i even think i can reach that kind of standard?
i have my owm limits for studying,
and i dont think it can go any higher.
i'll try my best for o levels,
so dont you worry,
and keep your comments to yourself.
stop saying i'll die,
this is only sec 3.
there's still another year ahead of me,
so dont worry.
i'll rush them all up by o levels.
tyvm, not.

sis and bro went to austrilla etc all these country,
while they were young,
and you guys went as a family.
what about me?
genting, kl.
i've never sat on a plane with you guys before.
why is it always so hard to spend time with you.
why cant i have a good childhood like other kids.
i dont even mind going china with you guys,
CHINA.
not america or sth.
why cant i go.
you make me wanna break down and cry,
oh wait,
i think i just did.
no thanks,

dont let me go overseaes with you guys,
still have to work at the coffee shop,
what fuck?
i HATE the coffee shop life can.
i hate the workers there.
i hate everything about it.
while you guys enjoy yourself,
i have to suffer?
looking at ppl that i hate all day long?
unfair.

sometimes,
i just wish that you would be a lil more reasonable.
yeah.
though i complain so much abt all these,
i still love you, -.-
but,
i still wanna tear you apart!
argh!