buckup.

somehow, i feel that,
i have let my mother down.
by alot alot alot.
the only solution,
is to score well.
or i should say,
at the very least,
have a pass.

i hope i can score well.
and i want to.
but there's always a fear in my heart.
i have no idea why.
whenever im getting to study seriously,
my heart will tell me not to.
' jiahui, watch youtube luh '
' jiahui, play the games on fb luh '
its very disturbing to me that,
i always give in to those thoughts.
i feel so useless.

today,
i want to make my mum proud.
i wan to score well in the eoy.

maths=b3
chem=a2
phy=b3
maths=b3
cl=a1
el=b3
poa=b3
fnn=a2
ss=a1
history=a1

i set up these goals,
because i know i can do it,
i can a chieve those results,
provided if i work hard.
and not just crap here.

i must do it.
i musnt let mummy down agn.
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